Monday, May 19, 2008
lol. i think im weird. after talking to oly, i realised im missing my bsp friends. YES, INCLUSIVE OF YOU, PHUA ROUYING! HAHA! hope u guys can have a safe trip! (:
anyway, i think i've lost my true self. nowadays i dont know what im doing. seriously. i just go whereever my heart leads me to. i've lost my consciousness. my brain is controlled by my heart. perhaps i need a REAL break from all the work, committment and responsibilities. perhaps im just really exhausted. i need time to reflect, replan my target and stuff. basically, i need to reorganize myself. i think i'll find a few days during hols to do this. lol. if u find sheila mia (im not gonna leave home lah! but perhaps shut myself up from everything) for a few consecutive days, u know what has happened to her!
11:41 PM
Till we meet again..
